New Job and Im not a fan
Hello!
So , if youre reading this i would like to ask you for some advice . I want you to just think what you would do in this situation and how u would feel i want to know if im being silly or im making sense .
My entire life ive wanted to become a professional dancer and guess what i managed it . I went through bundles of training for years. I am currently in Cyprus working as a singer and dancer. Ive been given loads and loads of dances to learn literally ..... i learn like 3 in the morning and i do the show at night . Now All together i think theres like 80 dances ? Im doing ok but there are some stuff i just cant pick up or remember at all . Im such a perfectionist aswell . So i do get very frustrated alot. Bearing in mind ive only been here a month and when i do something wrong they take me out the dance and say how many times . You need to practise . Yeh well funny enough easy said than done . I dont get given practise time .... my hours are 9:50am-12:30 duties then 1-3 for rehearsals all together for the show that night then 3-5 duties then get ready and go talk to guests and do the show 7:50-11:45pm. My practise time is no where . Its making me hate this job . I know ill love it more when i know everything but this is the problem how long is it going to be before i stop learning everything . Most days i want to just go home . And i thought id stop feeling this down after a couple of weeks but its now been a month and it sucks . Help ?
Thanks for ready let me know what you think
Thanks x
Chlo
So , if youre reading this i would like to ask you for some advice . I want you to just think what you would do in this situation and how u would feel i want to know if im being silly or im making sense .
My entire life ive wanted to become a professional dancer and guess what i managed it . I went through bundles of training for years. I am currently in Cyprus working as a singer and dancer. Ive been given loads and loads of dances to learn literally ..... i learn like 3 in the morning and i do the show at night . Now All together i think theres like 80 dances ? Im doing ok but there are some stuff i just cant pick up or remember at all . Im such a perfectionist aswell . So i do get very frustrated alot. Bearing in mind ive only been here a month and when i do something wrong they take me out the dance and say how many times . You need to practise . Yeh well funny enough easy said than done . I dont get given practise time .... my hours are 9:50am-12:30 duties then 1-3 for rehearsals all together for the show that night then 3-5 duties then get ready and go talk to guests and do the show 7:50-11:45pm. My practise time is no where . Its making me hate this job . I know ill love it more when i know everything but this is the problem how long is it going to be before i stop learning everything . Most days i want to just go home . And i thought id stop feeling this down after a couple of weeks but its now been a month and it sucks . Help ?
Thanks for ready let me know what you think
Thanks x
Chlo
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